last nite a dj made me cry...

i had a pretty awesome day yesterday even tho i no longer have a bf. i got a new t-shirt to add to my collection and a nice p.y.t took me to brunch to one of my favorite spots in the city: nookies!!!! and i got my favorite, blueberry pancakes with whip cream with some pork on the side, yyeeeeeeeaaaah boi!!! after that i headed to work and to my surprise i had a visitor! who came baring gifts as well: homemade chocolate covered strawberries! all the way from indiana! how sweet, right? well all the sweetness ends there. now starts the funny business...after work, i headed home to my roomie which i didn't even get to see because she was leaving for Underground. (underage ass). so i got ready by getting sophisticatedly intoxicated with some wine and let the wine dress me. it was totally summertime to me. neon yellow tube top (no bra), high wasted raw skinnies, jungle print belt and silk scarf on my neck, and the most comfortable heeled boots ever! so i headed to Underground around 10:30 and made my entrance at 11. as soon as i got there i greeted some people and here comes my roomie, from behind giving me a big ass hug. she even felt the need to pick me up and tilt me back with her, spilling her drink all over my face and hers. not a great way to start my night but i got over it in like 3 minutes after talking to her. so i went and had a drink from skyler's bottle and listened to some stupid non-club conversation to my right (business talk that had nothing to do with me) while trying to have girl talk to my left. i also had the opportunity to talk shit on the models walking around in la perla lingerie; they looked pretty horrendous, especially while standing on this small as lightbox radiating a red beam of unflattery on their ill-shaped bodies. i dont know much of what happened in between then and the end but im guessing a lil dancing, another drink (at one point i had 3 free drinks in front of me), maybe more talking, then a performance by he say she say...aka drea singing, mano djing. i think after that i danced some more and ended up running into a never obtained crush...shaadi. it was so great seeing him since was already feelin' it, so i tried a lil flirting, but no dice. we just grabbed a drink then i got a pulled away by some guy who was intensely in my face asking questions then took me to the back to the kitchen. it was so weird because he was introducing me to people and they were just looking at us like what the fuck, who are they?, which is exactly what i was thinking. i totally thought this guy was gonna go do a plate of coke. luckily i got pulled away from that situation with a plate of blackberries. fruit to the rescue! drea saw the situation i was in and saved me. what you don't know is that i hated this girl, even at that given moment i hated her. personal reasons, which we discussed over plates of blackberries, strawberries, and mini burgers last night. i basically told her she comes off as bitch at times and that i didn't like her because disrespected my position as a girlfriend in my previous relationship. i love how alcohol is called the "liquid truth", but i totally would have said all of this with out the drinks, it just seems like alcohol creates moments like this where i can actually say what i've been thinking. so i guess u can say me n drea put all the cards out on the table, again, and bonded (insert feelings, laughing, crying here). but the bonding got cut short by the sound of ghost town djs' "my boo", my roomie's favorite song! so i went out and danced with her for a while and next thing you know its 3:30 in the morning. i totally forgot i had to work and shit so got ready to go and i couldn't find my hoodie! my cashmere ass l.a.m.b hoodie!!! i was so sick, it was soooooo soft, and an extra layer in this cold. i just had to suck it up as a loss tho. i finally made it home and into bed by 4.

man what a night. so now today i feel like shit, i just wanna sleep, and i feel like my right shoulder is out of socket. weird right? i wasn't even dancing that hard because my nipples kept popping out! so i dunno what happened last night really...i just know i'm in pain today...but i guess its worth it to have a story to tell like this...i think...?